Why Me

Why me why must I always be the one to get turned down. This always happen I don't want to doubt myself but why can't I be happy in life. I want someone to call my own I want someone to make my day I just want someone in general who will be there for me and hold my heart and keep my close. Every dude I try and get close to ends up turning me down for what I don't know but I always get turned down. There must be something wrong with me or them I don't think I am too much to handle I just think I am misunderstood in the worst way. People in this so called gay lifestyle tend to often judge a book by it's cover and I think it is the wrong thing to do why judge the book before you read it you may never know how exciting, fun, or educational the book my be. I just think that I need to leave this dreaded city of Baltimore and venture off somewhere else and just find me someone who isn't going to judge me before getting to know me. Maybe on day ill have my prince charming but for right now I am Single and hating it but o well that's life huh!