So it's the third day of summer and I am starting to not feel this summer. Last summer I graduated high school getting ready to become a young adult and just start doing this on my own. Well this summer I moved out my moms house and I live with someone who has taking me in since day one and i love her for it Alia.D.S.Greene. She is everything you want in a friend and more. Well she has found love this summer and being in the house with them is starting to make me depressed because last summer I was talking to a lot of boys having the time of my life but this summer seems like it's going to be a fail. There are so many boys i tired to talk to and they look at me like I am ugly or something and I just think to my self Joey you not ugly they just missing out on something good. There is so much a person can take and can make there self believe and I just can't do it anymore. Being Single is not cool and sometimes I just sit in cry about it but crying doesn't do anything but make it worst. So there for I am going to try and become content with the fact that I am not wanted and enjoy this summer with the ones who love me the most for an example Ciara, Jordan, Martin, Shatia, Melesha, Ayasha, And The Dominican Ruban. I know that since I have them in my comer ooo and also Alia that my summer will not be boring and even if I am single they will never leave me lonely.
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